Leech (I Don't Know)

I don’t wanna be a leech 

I wanna be useful 

I don’t wanna be annoying 

But I just can’t avoid it 

I wanna be cool 

But I’m just a fool

Most of the time I stay quiet 

But when I speak, 

It seems so wrong, and I better cease 

To try, to be a part of society, 

To shut up, to not make things even worse 

So if I just accept, my destiny 

And let it all, let it be what it have to be, 

Forever, so maybe it will be better 

There’s really nothing I can do 

To change my strange nature 

I don’t know what to do, what’s wrong or right 

I don’t know what to be, so I just stopped thinking, 

Let my thoughts bleed, and keep on sinking 

Keep on being, and keep on fighting 

For what? I don’t know 

Why? I don’t know 

Why we must suffer? I don’t know 

Where I belong? I don’t know 

Where I am? I don’t know 

Who am I? I don’t know 

Don’t wanna be just another leech 

Lost in my distorted perception of reality 

I don’t wanna go crazy 

I don’t wanna be a loser 

I don’t wanna be what I’m not supposed to be 

But I don’t know what I know 

I guess I’ll just know what I have to know 

I don’t know what to do, when to shut up or when to speak 

So socially awkward 

I just don’t know what I’m supposed to be